PLACIDITY

It isn't perturbing to be alone,
Nor it needs to be shown.
Only a little disbalance towards the wrong end,
Toppling over and around shall be the trend.
An undesirable pinch on a sensetive nerve,
That dislodge and the following swerve.
That attempt to startle in disguise,
Failed totally what you had despised.
Reflecting withdrawal symptoms from sanity,
Revealing a disclosure, full of disparity.
Prohibiting my conscince from overlooking the obvious.
Truth in disguise suddenly felt vicious.
Inability to gather strength from a pure soul,
Instability and the desire within makes me bawl.
Beyond reckoning now the gaping hole,
Exasperating the need for your role.
Plunged in that emptiness abound,
Cause its a circle, what goes comes back around.
Amplified is the treble through circumstances,
What was a self initiated clutter when I took my chances.
Bruised and numb synonymous to my foreground,
Now soothing to the ears is the silence of sound.
Pertaining to the ideologies around, I'm a goner,
Soon shall it be finished, rather sooner.
I'm baffled, from where came this toxicity.
Is this insanity,or simply PLACIDITY???