I WALK ALONE

I wrote this for one of my best friends ever on his bday...

I WALK ALONE

Complacency is a choice of self.

I’m walking along.

Moving unnoticed like a dwarf elf.

Humming the same old song.

Lying around in secluded spots.

Camouflaging behind every other wall.

Lonely and alone, I trot.

Moving from dawn till dusk fall.

The material world is distant from me.

Money or bling I cannot feel.

Drama and literature i can’t see.

The blinded sight may never heal.

Coming to terms with the present situation.

Living with the troubles abound.

I’v had enough of this retribution.

The soul that’s lost cannot be found.

Tried hard to stay in touch.

Life had me so messed up.

Taking a look at my memory pouch.

The nostalgia left me totally f**ked up.

All the lovely memories seem so vague now.

The days seem to have vanished.

All I wish is to be back somehow.

Life without you has noticeably perished.

The phones forgot how to ring.

Voices seem to have fade.

The laugh that echoed when we used to sing.

When we got high and had a parade.

It’s a pathetic feeling to see you aren’t there.

I’m really sorry, cause things here have changed.

Life here is already enough a burden to bear.

Please don’t assume it’s something that I feigned.

I still remember and I still care.

It’s just that I don’t express it.

Without me, u’d still fare.

But in our pic, no one in place of me can fit.

Time goes by so slowly.

It just seems yesterday that I turned eighteen.

The party in which gaily.

The magic we created will never lose its sheen.

I’m too stuck up here you see.

I hope you understand.

This place is entirely alien to me.

My mind is not even willing to expand.

I’m not psychedelic, I’m not dyslexic.

I’m just usually broke.

My nineteenth and I haven’t even clicked a pic.

Just gulped a large peg with some coke.

Don’t shed tears for me.

I’m telling you I’ve changed.

Can only expect you to empathise you see.

I see no reason for me being entertained.

Just wana say one more thing.

I still exist, and I’m alive.

Walking along I still sing.

I’m working real hard to survive.